Last night we tried to talk but we couldn't because the reception was so bad and I had to repeat myself again and again until I got tired because I don't want to repeat all the bad things that happened. Maybe the more times I repeat, the more it'll hurt so I didn't bother. I said "never mind" so many times are I brushed things off so many times because he couldn't hear me on the other side until I kind of really wished I didn't mind. And I waited by the phone and kept my promise to drop everything for just that half an hour but in the end I waited in vain because we got cut off so many times and he had so many things to do that 1 hour just flew past without me even knowing. It was alright yesterday but today I'm not alright because I am alone now and I like being alone sometimes because I don't have to worry about people but I wish there were so many things going on now that I won't remember why I'm upset.

Last night we tried to talk but we couldn't because the reception was so bad and I had to repeat myself again and again until I got tired because I don't want to repeat all the bad things that happened. Maybe the more times I repeat, the more it'll hurt so I didn't bother. I said "never mind" so many times are I brushed things off so many times because he couldn't hear me on the other side until I kind of really wished I didn't mind. And I waited by the phone and kept my promise to drop everything for just that half an hour but in the end I waited in vain because we got cut off so many times and he had so many things to do that 1 hour just flew past without me even knowing. It was alright yesterday but today I'm not alright because I am alone now and I like being alone sometimes because I don't have to worry about people but I wish there were so many things going on now that I won't remember why I'm upset.