No emotions.
Thursday, February 5, 20157:57 PM
Am really worried because I think I left my wallet under the table of a classroom that I used for ELL lessons. I've lost my wallet once and the person who stole it kind of left my ezlink card behind. So kind. But then the thing is it's not even my classroom and I'm not sure if anyone used the classroom after me. AM SO WORRIED I hate losing my things.
Went to shoot for a while during netball since I still can't go back to doing physical activities and I really feel fat and lazy. Came up with an exercise plan with Clara during lessons today but it feels so impossible to achieve it because I am incredibly unfit and I am so accident prone I'd probably kill myself before doing anything. Sigh. But for the sake of keeping fit!!!
And Suhan went to enlist today and I'm feeling incredibly lost. Like I haven't done so many things with you ever since you got back and you're gone already! Am so lost and not sure how to feel and thank God today was an alright day because I don't want to ever have a bad day because then I'd want to tell him about it but I'd have to keep it in until night time. Am so worried too.
But okay, trust that God will bring everyone through everything difficult and tiring.