"She dreamed of paradise."

I would like to say that today was a waste of time but it was actually quite insightful (not necessarily useful though) today and I think today was more of re-visiting what we actually already know. The talk on moral reasoning was so controversial and it really sets people thinking that if we do what we do because of selfish reasons, self-needs, to benefit society, or simply because it's a social obligation and things like that. I guess it's just a part of us that wants to be good and there's a vacuum in us waiting to be filled with the good feeling that washes over us every time we make someone smile. Like, wow, I'm such a little human being but I have the ability to make someone feel better or something. Then the alumni came and shared their university experience, local or abroad, with us and I don't know about anyone else but sometimes I don't know what to feel whenever we have such talks because I don't have much planned for my future and it scares me that even though I'm approaching 20 (that's like only 2 decades old) but I have to make decisions and choices that are going to set my entire life and future (or lack of it) and it's so terrifying. Don't think I'm ever going to let this sink into my brain and I'd be in denial until the day actually comes. 

Hehe we went out for a picnic yesterday and I am very happy because I've been wanting to go to Botanic Gardens since I can't remember when but I never found the time to do so. I haven't explored the other parts of Botanic Gardens; it's actually quite big but people just always go to the big empty area with the stage and then picnic there and then go back, since it's so near to the carpark. BUT WE WALKED AROUND (: And we had good food like sushi and chicken and potatoes and home cooked rice (ahaha) and yogurt hehe happy face.

I don't want to run into the arms of silence

Or embrace the summer wind

Or dance with the distance between 

palm to palm.

You are as fleeting as a 

Moment, a

Second, a

Car whizzing down the express way

And losing control like how one 

Drowns himself in sweet sorrow.

You will blur and turn to 

Nothing.

Not even your shadow will grow

upon my feet.

I only pray I can blink away what's separating 

me and you, to

Hold you once again.

Alright, that's all. Tomorrow's going to be another long day ):

xoxo,

me

"She dreamed of paradise."

I would like to say that today was a waste of time but it was actually quite insightful (not necessarily useful though) today and I think today was more of re-visiting what we actually already know. The talk on moral reasoning was so controversial and it really sets people thinking that if we do what we do because of selfish reasons, self-needs, to benefit society, or simply because it's a social obligation and things like that. I guess it's just a part of us that wants to be good and there's a vacuum in us waiting to be filled with the good feeling that washes over us every time we make someone smile. Like, wow, I'm such a little human being but I have the ability to make someone feel better or something. Then the alumni came and shared their university experience, local or abroad, with us and I don't know about anyone else but sometimes I don't know what to feel whenever we have such talks because I don't have much planned for my future and it scares me that even though I'm approaching 20 (that's like only 2 decades old) but I have to make decisions and choices that are going to set my entire life and future (or lack of it) and it's so terrifying. Don't think I'm ever going to let this sink into my brain and I'd be in denial until the day actually comes. 

Hehe we went out for a picnic yesterday and I am very happy because I've been wanting to go to Botanic Gardens since I can't remember when but I never found the time to do so. I haven't explored the other parts of Botanic Gardens; it's actually quite big but people just always go to the big empty area with the stage and then picnic there and then go back, since it's so near to the carpark. BUT WE WALKED AROUND (: And we had good food like sushi and chicken and potatoes and home cooked rice (ahaha) and yogurt hehe happy face.

I don't want to run into the arms of silence

Or embrace the summer wind

Or dance with the distance between 

palm to palm.

You are as fleeting as a 

Moment, a

Second, a

Car whizzing down the express way

And losing control like how one 

Drowns himself in sweet sorrow.

You will blur and turn to 

Nothing.

Not even your shadow will grow

upon my feet.

I only pray I can blink away what's separating 

me and you, to

Hold you once again.

Alright, that's all. Tomorrow's going to be another long day ):

xoxo,

me