Zone comp yesterday and yup, NC won (: That's really great. And it brought back lots of memories because it was held there last year and our mentors had their zone comp at Tampines too. And after the end, we went to do footdrill there (a little bit because too paiseh) and I don't know, it just felt good (:


I miss my grandmother a lot even though I see her every Friday. And I think it's because I only see her every Friday evening and eat at her place and what she cooks. I used to see her everyday when I was in Nursery and Kindergarten and when I was a kid because my parents lived so far away and I only went back during the weekends. Just a few days ago she told me to bake for her (only if it's successful HAHA) and I realised how little time I have with her. And she was my motivation for many things I've done in the past and it just feels so regretful that I'm so busy and I don't get to do lots of things for her. I promised that in the future when I work and make enough money I'll bring her to all the countries she wants to go to and treat her to all the food she wants. She always jokes she wouldn't even be around when I achieve that, but I don't want that to ever happen. If only grandmothers live forever because I need mine around so much.


I don't understand why I come for one hour. I don't understand why I chose to write all those things before doing my homework even though I had many things due that day. I don't understand why I went to Parkway to get stuff even though I was so tired. I don't understand why I gave up doing proposal for YFC even though it was due the next day. I don't understand why I baked and packed them 'til 2AM. I don't understand why I woke up at 5:30 and braced the heavy rain. I don't understand why I waited and waited and waited. I don't understand anything because at the end of the day I got looked over and I just couldn't wait to run away.


Alright, here's to a new week!!! And can't wait for kaleidoscope tomorrow ((:

xoxo,
me

Zone comp yesterday and yup, NC won (: That's really great. And it brought back lots of memories because it was held there last year and our mentors had their zone comp at Tampines too. And after the end, we went to do footdrill there (a little bit because too paiseh) and I don't know, it just felt good (:


I miss my grandmother a lot even though I see her every Friday. And I think it's because I only see her every Friday evening and eat at her place and what she cooks. I used to see her everyday when I was in Nursery and Kindergarten and when I was a kid because my parents lived so far away and I only went back during the weekends. Just a few days ago she told me to bake for her (only if it's successful HAHA) and I realised how little time I have with her. And she was my motivation for many things I've done in the past and it just feels so regretful that I'm so busy and I don't get to do lots of things for her. I promised that in the future when I work and make enough money I'll bring her to all the countries she wants to go to and treat her to all the food she wants. She always jokes she wouldn't even be around when I achieve that, but I don't want that to ever happen. If only grandmothers live forever because I need mine around so much.


I don't understand why I come for one hour. I don't understand why I chose to write all those things before doing my homework even though I had many things due that day. I don't understand why I went to Parkway to get stuff even though I was so tired. I don't understand why I gave up doing proposal for YFC even though it was due the next day. I don't understand why I baked and packed them 'til 2AM. I don't understand why I woke up at 5:30 and braced the heavy rain. I don't understand why I waited and waited and waited. I don't understand anything because at the end of the day I got looked over and I just couldn't wait to run away.


Alright, here's to a new week!!! And can't wait for kaleidoscope tomorrow ((:

xoxo,
me

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