"I love you inside and out."

Supposed to do PI but I convinced myself that I will do it after I finish all my random non-school related stuff. No motivation to do anything at all because there's so much to change and so much to complete.

Kaleidoscope on Monday (: I wish every day could be like Kaleidoscope. And Monday is the best day to skip lessons because I end so late and I have absolutely no free periods ): The performances were pretty entertaining I guess (: And nothing much though. I guess it just felt great to be "excused" from school for a legit reason. Watched Divergent after school and it was alright, not that fantastic but still nice. I think the only thing that amazed me was how pretty Shailene Woodley is. Someone stab me please.

Nothing much happened today during lessons. Didn't accomplish much for Math even though the test is on Thursday. I honestly doubt I can get good results this time even though it's just my second test because I honestly abhor and don't understand nor feel for these two topics. And that's sad because they're interlinked with other topics. Training was super tiring and sweaty because the hall literally has no ventilation. I feel very sad for the badminton players because they cannot open the doors, they cannot switch on the fans and they have to run around and everything. Sigh. But oh well, I guess it's good training. Need to exercise more before I dissolve into my own fats.

I just want to sleep all day. I don't know what I want to do with my life at all.

Sometimes I feel so alone, like I don't belong anywhere or everywhere. It's like I go to places and there are people I know, but they have someone they like better with them. And then everyone has someone but I just feel so uncomfortable everywhere. I can't connect to anyone and I don't feel particularly close to anyone. It feels like if I disappeared off the face of the Earth, people would just feel regretful, but none of them would be very sad.

xoxo,

me

"I love you inside and out."

Supposed to do PI but I convinced myself that I will do it after I finish all my random non-school related stuff. No motivation to do anything at all because there's so much to change and so much to complete.

Kaleidoscope on Monday (: I wish every day could be like Kaleidoscope. And Monday is the best day to skip lessons because I end so late and I have absolutely no free periods ): The performances were pretty entertaining I guess (: And nothing much though. I guess it just felt great to be "excused" from school for a legit reason. Watched Divergent after school and it was alright, not that fantastic but still nice. I think the only thing that amazed me was how pretty Shailene Woodley is. Someone stab me please.

Nothing much happened today during lessons. Didn't accomplish much for Math even though the test is on Thursday. I honestly doubt I can get good results this time even though it's just my second test because I honestly abhor and don't understand nor feel for these two topics. And that's sad because they're interlinked with other topics. Training was super tiring and sweaty because the hall literally has no ventilation. I feel very sad for the badminton players because they cannot open the doors, they cannot switch on the fans and they have to run around and everything. Sigh. But oh well, I guess it's good training. Need to exercise more before I dissolve into my own fats.

I just want to sleep all day. I don't know what I want to do with my life at all.

Sometimes I feel so alone, like I don't belong anywhere or everywhere. It's like I go to places and there are people I know, but they have someone they like better with them. And then everyone has someone but I just feel so uncomfortable everywhere. I can't connect to anyone and I don't feel particularly close to anyone. It feels like if I disappeared off the face of the Earth, people would just feel regretful, but none of them would be very sad.

xoxo,

me