"I'm yelling timber"

It's finally the weekends. But I can't believe they're going to be over in a flash because that sucks big time. I don't even have enough time to finish my homework. This is crazy. We're expected to rest enough and finish all our homework and study for all our subjects in two days minus the hours we sleep and eat and poop?

Just wondering what kind of feeling do I give off to people around me and stuff. Like I think I don't make friends pretty fast and I can't keep them very very close. Like even if they are close I don't keep them forever. And I wonder why that is so. And I think I annoy people sometimes so it's like, what happens that cause that? And I think my first impressions are always wrong to people until they get to know me better, but that is if they even get the chance to. What makes people stay and what makes people go? I really wonder.

(((I really hate it when my mum asks me what I'm doing when I'm on YouTube. It's so awkward.)))

I broke the promises I promised myself.

The only fun thing I can remember about Friday was Mod PE and we were playing badminton. At first there were like six people in a court until Jamie and Clara moved to another court. Then we were just playing horribly and then we decided to be jokers by coming up with a new pose every time we had to serve the shuttle cock (which was a lot btw). And it was seriously so stupid and so funny. Can't stand these friends I have.

I wonder how much of my flaws can you tolerate. I wonder how long is it going to take for you to grow sick and tired of my nonsense and decide to walk away.

Can we have some peace at home?

xoxo,

me

"I'm yelling timber"

It's finally the weekends. But I can't believe they're going to be over in a flash because that sucks big time. I don't even have enough time to finish my homework. This is crazy. We're expected to rest enough and finish all our homework and study for all our subjects in two days minus the hours we sleep and eat and poop?

Just wondering what kind of feeling do I give off to people around me and stuff. Like I think I don't make friends pretty fast and I can't keep them very very close. Like even if they are close I don't keep them forever. And I wonder why that is so. And I think I annoy people sometimes so it's like, what happens that cause that? And I think my first impressions are always wrong to people until they get to know me better, but that is if they even get the chance to. What makes people stay and what makes people go? I really wonder.

(((I really hate it when my mum asks me what I'm doing when I'm on YouTube. It's so awkward.)))

I broke the promises I promised myself.

The only fun thing I can remember about Friday was Mod PE and we were playing badminton. At first there were like six people in a court until Jamie and Clara moved to another court. Then we were just playing horribly and then we decided to be jokers by coming up with a new pose every time we had to serve the shuttle cock (which was a lot btw). And it was seriously so stupid and so funny. Can't stand these friends I have.

I wonder how much of my flaws can you tolerate. I wonder how long is it going to take for you to grow sick and tired of my nonsense and decide to walk away.

Can we have some peace at home?

xoxo,

me