"Be brave..."

Some day I hope you'd look back and think about everything we did and hopefully, it'd put a smile on your face because that's the best thing you can ever own. Doesn't matter what happens to us in the end, I just want you to remember that I've never given you anything less than what I can, and I'm going to remember you for the rest of my life.

The holidays are really coming to an end though I don't understand how two months just flew past like that. I won't say this holiday was the most eventful, but I guess it's interesting enough that so many things have happened in this short time frame. Anyway, the new school year is about to start, and I'm getting worried about everything. I see myself getting through everything, I mean I think I've never imagined myself not scraping through. I'd most likely struggle and struggle but still manage to survive without being damaged too badly but in the end I'll still manage everything. It's just not very reassuring that I'm feeling skeptical about it. Just wondering if it's a good choice to have made all the choices I did. Oh well, too late. 

I want to take a train for hours and watch the world pass me by.

Thinking about it, have I ever disappointed you the way you've disappointed me?

On a sidenote, is there a packing list for seniors because I honestly doubt I can figure out what to bring and what not to bring. And what about clothes, you know I never bring enough all the time ):

xoxo,

me

"Be brave..."

Some day I hope you'd look back and think about everything we did and hopefully, it'd put a smile on your face because that's the best thing you can ever own. Doesn't matter what happens to us in the end, I just want you to remember that I've never given you anything less than what I can, and I'm going to remember you for the rest of my life.

The holidays are really coming to an end though I don't understand how two months just flew past like that. I won't say this holiday was the most eventful, but I guess it's interesting enough that so many things have happened in this short time frame. Anyway, the new school year is about to start, and I'm getting worried about everything. I see myself getting through everything, I mean I think I've never imagined myself not scraping through. I'd most likely struggle and struggle but still manage to survive without being damaged too badly but in the end I'll still manage everything. It's just not very reassuring that I'm feeling skeptical about it. Just wondering if it's a good choice to have made all the choices I did. Oh well, too late. 

I want to take a train for hours and watch the world pass me by.

Thinking about it, have I ever disappointed you the way you've disappointed me?

On a sidenote, is there a packing list for seniors because I honestly doubt I can figure out what to bring and what not to bring. And what about clothes, you know I never bring enough all the time ):

xoxo,

me