“I looked at everyone and wondered where they came from, and who they missed, and what they were sorry for.”
Wednesday, December 11, 201312:54 AM
I realised that my posts are becoming more and more stupid feeling-ish, therefore I've decided to reflect on the better things in life and sieve out the happy things for now.
I am happy that my cousin got back from Australia because I have only four cousins that I've ever known in my entire 16 years on this Earth and I predict there aren't going to be many more cousins to come therefore I am always very thankful to my cousins (mainly because my sister gets boring sometimes). So I'm thankful and happy because distance between people you've grown up with gets a little hard sometimes.
I am happy that we're going to play paintball as a squad on Friday. I am happy because I haven't seen these people for the longest time in history (feels like it) and we haven't done any squad stuff during this holiday. And I miss these people. I think it's going to make me feel more normal and make the gaping hole in my life feel less significant when I see them again. Well that's certainly something to be happy about.
I am happy that I haven't devoured my christmas cookie yet because maybe with age comes better taste. Don't know. Going to find out soon.
I am happy that I'm not sneezing anymore but I'm still sniffing away. I think I have a diploma in sniffing. I should join the sniffing symphony orchestra.
I am happy that I came to know Infinite because I think they're the only consistency in my life right now.
I am happy that I went to Italy because nowadays I find myself wishing I was back there and I feel better because usually that happens when I'm down in the dumps. It's like a temporary escape which feels nice.
I am happy that at least I have something to keep me busy during the holidays because I don't want to be slacking and being a couch potato (no offence to those who are) and then become like a fat globule and then regret it in 2014.
I am happy that it's officially been a year and I haven't lost my waterbottle once considering the fact that I went through 4 bottles last year.
I am happy that I have a Tumblr account because I think most of the stuff there are really relevant and sometimes all we need is some relevance to our lives now.
I am happy that I can't think of anything else at this hour which probably means I'm ready for bed soon.
xoxo,
me