"I try because all that I can do is hope that love's enough..."

I know this may sound very ridiculous, but I'm actually feeling quite disappointed now because I've been on Youtube for the longest time in history but I haven't found anything interesting and the worst thing is I haven't found any song worth listening to .__. The thing is that I'm the most fickle minded and picky person when it comes to listening to music and I seldom listen to an entire song before skipping to the next track, and if I don't find a good one I won't rest D: And I'm not sure if it's just me but songs that people come up with nowadays are really really really lacking in quality and that's sad ): 

I think today was rather boring so I shall not talk about it and I sincerely hope that tomorrow would hold more things for me to feel good about (:

Back to Ed Sheeran (:

The day was okay, like I said, but I think one thing that really struck me was during PC lesson and Mr Han talked about fantasies and reality and the line that is drawn between them. I guess this line is the line that keeps everyone sane and "normal". Sometimes, this line is blurred and more often gone for good, and I'm not sure if it's necessarily a bad thing. I mean, everyone tells us that we should be down to earth and realistic and everything and today again, someone reiterated the point that fairytales aren't real. And I'm just quite disappointed that that's what everyone's going to think. Even if it's true that life's never going to be as interesting as it is portrayed in the movies, or love isn't that fantastic and perfect as portrayed in fairytale stories and people aren't as lovely and innocent as they're portrayed in books and all, but if we're going to keep believing that these things are never going to exist, then they never will. Funny thing is, we grow up with them and then we're told to stop believing in them. I have to admit that my perception of reality is pretty screwed up. Or should I say, "abstract". All that happens, be it real or not, I can't bring myself to rule out the possibility of it happening in my life. 

What happens when the place you thought was the safest would turn into your worst nightmare?

Every single day, I tell myself I would take you back if you'd just run back here.

Looking forward to the holidays even though they're going to be spent studying but please come quickly, we all need a break D:

xoxo,

me 

"I try because all that I can do is hope that love's enough..."

I know this may sound very ridiculous, but I'm actually feeling quite disappointed now because I've been on Youtube for the longest time in history but I haven't found anything interesting and the worst thing is I haven't found any song worth listening to .__. The thing is that I'm the most fickle minded and picky person when it comes to listening to music and I seldom listen to an entire song before skipping to the next track, and if I don't find a good one I won't rest D: And I'm not sure if it's just me but songs that people come up with nowadays are really really really lacking in quality and that's sad ): 

I think today was rather boring so I shall not talk about it and I sincerely hope that tomorrow would hold more things for me to feel good about (:

Back to Ed Sheeran (:

The day was okay, like I said, but I think one thing that really struck me was during PC lesson and Mr Han talked about fantasies and reality and the line that is drawn between them. I guess this line is the line that keeps everyone sane and "normal". Sometimes, this line is blurred and more often gone for good, and I'm not sure if it's necessarily a bad thing. I mean, everyone tells us that we should be down to earth and realistic and everything and today again, someone reiterated the point that fairytales aren't real. And I'm just quite disappointed that that's what everyone's going to think. Even if it's true that life's never going to be as interesting as it is portrayed in the movies, or love isn't that fantastic and perfect as portrayed in fairytale stories and people aren't as lovely and innocent as they're portrayed in books and all, but if we're going to keep believing that these things are never going to exist, then they never will. Funny thing is, we grow up with them and then we're told to stop believing in them. I have to admit that my perception of reality is pretty screwed up. Or should I say, "abstract". All that happens, be it real or not, I can't bring myself to rule out the possibility of it happening in my life. 

What happens when the place you thought was the safest would turn into your worst nightmare?

Every single day, I tell myself I would take you back if you'd just run back here.

Looking forward to the holidays even though they're going to be spent studying but please come quickly, we all need a break D:

xoxo,

me