"It takes everything in me not to call you..."

I have no idea why but I'm currently looking at big houses and small houses (x Like houses which are only a hundred square feet (: I just thought that it's really nice to have a really nice and cozy house just for you and you only, despite the fact that it'd be super cramped .__. But I really don't understand why people want to show off their wealth by living in enormous houses and have over a hundred rooms when they're probably only going to live in three of them :O Waste space! Why not use your money to build more houses for people on part of your land and heavily subsidize them for the homeless O__O Okay, sorry, rambling again.

>> Friday: Went to school to run 8) Haven't ran in ages and I'm glad I went to do four rounds (though I would've loved to do six but I am a sloth afterall) and saw Charis and Clara at the track too (: Though I got lapped by both of them hahahahahaha (x Then went back to squad table, but realised that no one ever comes down on a late day because it isn't really practical. So just sat around to talk to Geena, Lau and Peiqi and meanwhile grumbling at the choice of songs people were broadcasting xD Lessons were okay hahaha. Got back two more papers and I have nothing to say :x Suddenly fearing for EOY, mainly because it's so close and also because it seems that I just suck at studying. After school, chionged for lunch because we had this Chinese songwriting thingo and to be honest, I don't see how it's going to be useful to any of us because majority of people, even if they were to write a song would do it in English :x But oh well, who knows, someone proactive in Chinese and music might appear out of no where and take the world by storm :O Then had NE quiz which was super super super epic xD Why does it have to be in the form of a game (x Can someone please tell me ((((((((x But okay, I'm a good citizen, I know my stuff ;))))

Looked for Pengfei and Soong in the canteen and finished my Chemistry worksheet with them 8) YAYYYY, I feel much more comfortable with organic chemistry now (: Hahahaha. Talked for a while and after that because there was an alien invasion at our table, I couldn't take it and went to look for Xiner. Went home at 7+ and I guess it was a well-spent evening with them ((((:

>> Today: Was supposed to go to school but tio pangseh-ed even though I was already in my half uniform and everything D: Shall spare you the details of my less than interesting day (x 

Very worried and helpless. Like nobody's business. 

The sad thing is that though you've made me feel so worthless and upset, you've also made me the happiest person alive. I know that anything you say puts me on cloud nine, even though most of the time I spend time thinking that I'm not deserving of you. And I know that if you ever come back, I'd be waiting with open arms without fail, and that's the saddest part: that I never left and I never planned to leave.

It's hard to find people to trust these days.

Alright, shall go and do something else (: Teehee.

xoxo,

me 

"It takes everything in me not to call you..."

I have no idea why but I'm currently looking at big houses and small houses (x Like houses which are only a hundred square feet (: I just thought that it's really nice to have a really nice and cozy house just for you and you only, despite the fact that it'd be super cramped .__. But I really don't understand why people want to show off their wealth by living in enormous houses and have over a hundred rooms when they're probably only going to live in three of them :O Waste space! Why not use your money to build more houses for people on part of your land and heavily subsidize them for the homeless O__O Okay, sorry, rambling again.

>> Friday: Went to school to run 8) Haven't ran in ages and I'm glad I went to do four rounds (though I would've loved to do six but I am a sloth afterall) and saw Charis and Clara at the track too (: Though I got lapped by both of them hahahahahaha (x Then went back to squad table, but realised that no one ever comes down on a late day because it isn't really practical. So just sat around to talk to Geena, Lau and Peiqi and meanwhile grumbling at the choice of songs people were broadcasting xD Lessons were okay hahaha. Got back two more papers and I have nothing to say :x Suddenly fearing for EOY, mainly because it's so close and also because it seems that I just suck at studying. After school, chionged for lunch because we had this Chinese songwriting thingo and to be honest, I don't see how it's going to be useful to any of us because majority of people, even if they were to write a song would do it in English :x But oh well, who knows, someone proactive in Chinese and music might appear out of no where and take the world by storm :O Then had NE quiz which was super super super epic xD Why does it have to be in the form of a game (x Can someone please tell me ((((((((x But okay, I'm a good citizen, I know my stuff ;))))

Looked for Pengfei and Soong in the canteen and finished my Chemistry worksheet with them 8) YAYYYY, I feel much more comfortable with organic chemistry now (: Hahahaha. Talked for a while and after that because there was an alien invasion at our table, I couldn't take it and went to look for Xiner. Went home at 7+ and I guess it was a well-spent evening with them ((((:

>> Today: Was supposed to go to school but tio pangseh-ed even though I was already in my half uniform and everything D: Shall spare you the details of my less than interesting day (x 

Very worried and helpless. Like nobody's business. 

The sad thing is that though you've made me feel so worthless and upset, you've also made me the happiest person alive. I know that anything you say puts me on cloud nine, even though most of the time I spend time thinking that I'm not deserving of you. And I know that if you ever come back, I'd be waiting with open arms without fail, and that's the saddest part: that I never left and I never planned to leave.

It's hard to find people to trust these days.

Alright, shall go and do something else (: Teehee.

xoxo,

me