Sunny.
Sunday, August 18, 201310:51 PM
"Darkness falls down on my heart that is silent..."
Have I ever said (here) that I really need a music player of some sort really badly because there are tons of music everywhere and I really cannot store them in my phone any longer because it's taking up so much space and I can't even update the applications anymore until I delete and clear the data D: And then I just had to chance upon MBLAQ's repackage album (yep, I wasn't aware xD) and then unfortunately, the only way to listen to them would be through Youtube --.-- Ugh.
To church this morning, though it was a mad rush because I woke up late .__. I think today was really different for me personally. The sermon today wasn't terrific or anything, and I think I wasn't listening attentively most of the time. But the last part, when the pastor talked about asking God to take away those unpleasant things away from our lives and I just...I just felt that I should. Not for me, but for someone. And for once this year, as far as I can remember, I actually prayed fervently because I really want God to help me very badly. I don't know how it's going to help the situation, but I know that God will make a way when there seems to be no way (:
I really cannot take it when he dances xD Instead of looking sexy or anything, he just looks frigging gay (x But but but he plays the violin D: Which is too cool for words :') Watch the top one first!! Hahahaha. Then laugh (((x
Tuition was just pure torture because she just threw us this revision worksheet and gave us 40 minutes to complete 40 mcqs and I was just struggling to keep my eyes open D: I have no idea why I was so tired TT^TT After that, went to my dad's office and they have a frigging arcade there. I cannot. They have those driving car racing machines there and this screen thing on this table looking thing which lets you play those classic games like PacMan and galaxy games where you shoot down rockets etc etc etc. Please tell me how is that even possible TT^TT
Please tell me how should I behave around you. Is it my fault that I keep misinterpreting what you say and what you mean, and is it your fault that you keep saying the wrong things? All I know is that I wish I didn't have to try to impress you because I think you're someone whom I can trust and be myself with. And the only thing I hope that happens is that we will stop building walls around each other and let's just take things as it is alright?
Got work to do D: Tata~
xoxo,
me (:
