"I thought these feelings had died..."

I don't like being lied to, and I don't lie unnecessarily to people because I don't see the need to, especially when I can tell the truth. Sure, the truth hurts sometimes, but I'm sure people would appreciate the fact that you're honest with them, instead of letting them find out something they don't want to know later through someone else. I don't get why some people think it's okay to talk about something I obviously don't want to talk about in a way as if I don't have feelings, and then pretend that they care about what's happening when all they want is to get something out of it. And fine, that is bad enough, but I don't get why they have to go the extra step by "playing games" and make it seem like it's something big and serious, when factually, there's NOTHING AT ALL. This is really, incomprehensible and downright childish and stupid. I don't like it one bit because it hurts to know that nothing you say is serious anyway. How can I tell the truth among the lies?

And I'm really sorry but everything just points back to you and that I'm taking people with me as I continue to fall into this spiral of coping without you.

He's not him.

xoxo,

me (: 

"I thought these feelings had died..."

I don't like being lied to, and I don't lie unnecessarily to people because I don't see the need to, especially when I can tell the truth. Sure, the truth hurts sometimes, but I'm sure people would appreciate the fact that you're honest with them, instead of letting them find out something they don't want to know later through someone else. I don't get why some people think it's okay to talk about something I obviously don't want to talk about in a way as if I don't have feelings, and then pretend that they care about what's happening when all they want is to get something out of it. And fine, that is bad enough, but I don't get why they have to go the extra step by "playing games" and make it seem like it's something big and serious, when factually, there's NOTHING AT ALL. This is really, incomprehensible and downright childish and stupid. I don't like it one bit because it hurts to know that nothing you say is serious anyway. How can I tell the truth among the lies?

And I'm really sorry but everything just points back to you and that I'm taking people with me as I continue to fall into this spiral of coping without you.

He's not him.

xoxo,

me (: