"Here comes goodbye..."

I decided to just update this before I get so busy with homework during the holidays that I entirely find no time to post anything ): Oh, speaking of which, HAPPY JUNE HOLIDAYS PEOPLE!! ((: It's finally here~ Ahahahaha (x Hope that I'll spend my June holiday fruitfully, especially when CT2 and Nat Comp is just around the corner ==

>> Last RT: Hahaha. I don't know how to describe it but it was insane (x Had to scrape PT because there was insufficient time and we had to end on time that training :/ So sad right, no PT ): But I'm sure it was for the better because we got to promote the kids as well as to put on the ranks for them, and plus, my SMC wasn't in the best condition for PT too ): In any case, it was a bittersweet ending I guess, especially when we took a photo with them and everything that they said to us then, I think I'll never be able to forget. And of course, my SMC, who had to go through so much changes for that training and whom I really saw put in their best (': I can't express my gratitude to you guys (: Oh well. Now's the end and I guess we'll have more bittersweet endings in time to come ;)

>> Open House: LOL. Was in the worst form ever in the morning because I was so tired from the activities from the previous day and everything ): Luckily Dad drove me to school and so I could skip the entire changing-in-toilets part :D LOLOL, open house was just slack like maddddd (x Just talked to parents and kids lololol. And it was freezing cold in the hall xD Hahahaha. Omg, can't believe I spent 7 hours there doing literally close to nothing. HURHUR, but it's my first and my last time doing Open House (x HAHA.

ALC for the next 2 days ((: 

Sometimes I really wonder what's stored in a person. What's a person's mind and heart and entire being filled with? How can anyone be so empty and without feelings when everything is so complex? Doesn't it scare you that the things that are hidden inside of you is overbearing, and that it's only going to keep increasing as you age? This heart's too much of a burden, and people want to stop feeling. I feel too much that I can't have peace.

I don't even understand the things I'm feeling now.

Alrighty, goodbye (:

xoxo,

me :)

"Here comes goodbye..."

I decided to just update this before I get so busy with homework during the holidays that I entirely find no time to post anything ): Oh, speaking of which, HAPPY JUNE HOLIDAYS PEOPLE!! ((: It's finally here~ Ahahahaha (x Hope that I'll spend my June holiday fruitfully, especially when CT2 and Nat Comp is just around the corner ==

>> Last RT: Hahaha. I don't know how to describe it but it was insane (x Had to scrape PT because there was insufficient time and we had to end on time that training :/ So sad right, no PT ): But I'm sure it was for the better because we got to promote the kids as well as to put on the ranks for them, and plus, my SMC wasn't in the best condition for PT too ): In any case, it was a bittersweet ending I guess, especially when we took a photo with them and everything that they said to us then, I think I'll never be able to forget. And of course, my SMC, who had to go through so much changes for that training and whom I really saw put in their best (': I can't express my gratitude to you guys (: Oh well. Now's the end and I guess we'll have more bittersweet endings in time to come ;)

>> Open House: LOL. Was in the worst form ever in the morning because I was so tired from the activities from the previous day and everything ): Luckily Dad drove me to school and so I could skip the entire changing-in-toilets part :D LOLOL, open house was just slack like maddddd (x Just talked to parents and kids lololol. And it was freezing cold in the hall xD Hahahaha. Omg, can't believe I spent 7 hours there doing literally close to nothing. HURHUR, but it's my first and my last time doing Open House (x HAHA.

ALC for the next 2 days ((: 

Sometimes I really wonder what's stored in a person. What's a person's mind and heart and entire being filled with? How can anyone be so empty and without feelings when everything is so complex? Doesn't it scare you that the things that are hidden inside of you is overbearing, and that it's only going to keep increasing as you age? This heart's too much of a burden, and people want to stop feeling. I feel too much that I can't have peace.

I don't even understand the things I'm feeling now.

Alrighty, goodbye (:

xoxo,

me :)