Love is a ruthless game unless you play it good and right.
Sunday, November 25, 201210:43 PM
Feeling so torn and useless inside nowadays and at a loss of what to do to make myself better. In the past I could think of ways to make myself not think about all those things but now just anything could trigger off thoughts and I would be lost in those thoughts until I jerk myself awake. I can't stop it. Sometimes I don't want to stop thinking about such things because it's nice stuff. It's unhealthy. I know. I wish people would know but knowing means judging and just like how I would judge someone (I'm sorry) I don't want others to judge me.