영원히 함께 한다한다한다
Wednesday, September 12, 20125:10 PM
"You showed me what living is for..."
Just a quick update to sum up today then I'm going to practice for piano lesson later D: SIGH. I have a feeling that my piano teacher is getting really worried about my standards and hence she's going to start Grade 8 soon TT^TT Ah D:
BORING DAY BORING DAY BORING DAY.
Can I trust you? I tell you so much but I realized I don't even know if I can trust you.
It's good that I get second opinions from people which leads me thinking more in depth every time I make a decision. But it seems that now, I don't know if I'm making a decision for myself or for someone else. It's so hard to make a judgement since I've been listening to the judgement of others for so long. Am I thinking someone else's thoughts now? It's so hard to actually know what I want and what I'm supposed to do.
So what if I solve everything in the world? More problems would spring up and then I'd be forced to solve them again. So what if I think of a thousand initiatives for the corps? Would I even get people's support to execute them for me? So what if I do things like that? I can't please you anyway, so I gave up trying.
Okay, the end of my post .__.
Me.
