"I wouldn't mind..."

OMG, this is really dead O_O Sorry, haven't found the motivation/things/ANYTHING to update this .__. And as usual, I wonder who comes here anyway >< Hahahas. Just felt bad neglecting this so I'm here to revive this thing.

And yeah, it's officially 12AM on the dot as I'm typing this and yeah, it's a Monday -.- One of the worst things that can ever happen to someone D: Sianjipua man L.L Totally not looking forward to school. Next week, there would be Math 1 test which my class is definitely screwed for looking at the rate we're going and at the...ahem...teacher ;/ And also, I think there's a Bio essay test this week or something 8( OH SPARE ME TT^TT Sighhh, this is not gonna be great ):

Have been really busy with POP planning and stuff which suddenly doesn't seem that great anymore after AOP2. There are loads of changes to be made and stuff >< Which I'm not exactly tickled pink by the idea of retyping the OPS schedule after I've done it before AOP2. Ohmygosh, the things that we do for our standard fours ): Anyway, there are hiccups everywhere and we've got to solve them asap, since POP is coming soon .___. So much to do, so little time >< And I haven't coordinated with support side when to get things moving. And I better do something about it soon, if not Ma'am Jaime's gonna ripppp my head off :/ Oh well. Then there's always the ever-present squad issues, being demanded not just by our squad but also by the seniors. And sometimes it just gets so overwhelming that I don't want to do it. I mean, some things I know, and only I know, and so it's up to me to do something about it... Doesn't feel awesome. Then there's SMC stuff >< And there's training on the 13th which most of the EXCO won't be attending because of Leadership Symposium all hail Mr LPL's power yes thank you. And I'm damn worried about it D: I want it to be nice... Sigh. Oh well. 

Studies. Screw off seriously -.-

Today I just got some news and...even though it's pretty big news, I don't know how to react to it. I mean, if it was maybe a year ago or more, I would have freaked out and just died there and then. But this time, I just kind of stood there and took it all in. Maybe drank it all in. I mean, I'm used to it. I knew he's like a bird, come and go, taking flight and all those. So it didn't strike me odd that suddenly all this is happening. I expected it. I wish it didn't happen but there you go, it did. But then again, he was never mine to keep anyway. 

Flightless bird; struggling to soar.

xoxo,

ME.

"I wouldn't mind..."

OMG, this is really dead O_O Sorry, haven't found the motivation/things/ANYTHING to update this .__. And as usual, I wonder who comes here anyway >< Hahahas. Just felt bad neglecting this so I'm here to revive this thing.

And yeah, it's officially 12AM on the dot as I'm typing this and yeah, it's a Monday -.- One of the worst things that can ever happen to someone D: Sianjipua man L.L Totally not looking forward to school. Next week, there would be Math 1 test which my class is definitely screwed for looking at the rate we're going and at the...ahem...teacher ;/ And also, I think there's a Bio essay test this week or something 8( OH SPARE ME TT^TT Sighhh, this is not gonna be great ):

Have been really busy with POP planning and stuff which suddenly doesn't seem that great anymore after AOP2. There are loads of changes to be made and stuff >< Which I'm not exactly tickled pink by the idea of retyping the OPS schedule after I've done it before AOP2. Ohmygosh, the things that we do for our standard fours ): Anyway, there are hiccups everywhere and we've got to solve them asap, since POP is coming soon .___. So much to do, so little time >< And I haven't coordinated with support side when to get things moving. And I better do something about it soon, if not Ma'am Jaime's gonna ripppp my head off :/ Oh well. Then there's always the ever-present squad issues, being demanded not just by our squad but also by the seniors. And sometimes it just gets so overwhelming that I don't want to do it. I mean, some things I know, and only I know, and so it's up to me to do something about it... Doesn't feel awesome. Then there's SMC stuff >< And there's training on the 13th which most of the EXCO won't be attending because of Leadership Symposium all hail Mr LPL's power yes thank you. And I'm damn worried about it D: I want it to be nice... Sigh. Oh well. 

Studies. Screw off seriously -.-

Today I just got some news and...even though it's pretty big news, I don't know how to react to it. I mean, if it was maybe a year ago or more, I would have freaked out and just died there and then. But this time, I just kind of stood there and took it all in. Maybe drank it all in. I mean, I'm used to it. I knew he's like a bird, come and go, taking flight and all those. So it didn't strike me odd that suddenly all this is happening. I expected it. I wish it didn't happen but there you go, it did. But then again, he was never mine to keep anyway. 

Flightless bird; struggling to soar.

xoxo,

ME.