I want to rant so if you're in a fairly good mood please stop reading here.

Firstly, my books from Book Depository are not here yet and I'm getting impatient.

And then, there's the issue about spending all my time trying to live with the expectations people put upon me. People say that you shouldn't care about what others think about you because you're living for yourself anyway. But what if you live to look at how others want you to be. Then do you instantly get displaced on this Earth because you don't even fit anywhere. And I'm so tired of being the way others want me to be and I really wonder how did it even happen.

What I'm angry is that there are people who forget that I'm human and then I can feel scared and insecure and angry. So I was just wondering if it takes someone to suddenly flare up on leave before they realise that she has some sort of effect on everyone? Seriously. 

And also because my eye lids are drooping and I'm typing nonsense. I can't even do anything.

I want to rant so if you're in a fairly good mood please stop reading here.

Firstly, my books from Book Depository are not here yet and I'm getting impatient.

And then, there's the issue about spending all my time trying to live with the expectations people put upon me. People say that you shouldn't care about what others think about you because you're living for yourself anyway. But what if you live to look at how others want you to be. Then do you instantly get displaced on this Earth because you don't even fit anywhere. And I'm so tired of being the way others want me to be and I really wonder how did it even happen.

What I'm angry is that there are people who forget that I'm human and then I can feel scared and insecure and angry. So I was just wondering if it takes someone to suddenly flare up on leave before they realise that she has some sort of effect on everyone? Seriously. 

And also because my eye lids are drooping and I'm typing nonsense. I can't even do anything.