“Please don’t forget the songs we listened to or the things we talked about. Please don’t forget the little inside jokes we had or the laughs we shared. Please don’t forget my smile or the sound of my voice. Please don’t forget me.”
Wednesday, January 21, 20155:01 PM
School has been really crazy. I'm not sure what's making me so tired because I don't remember it being so crazy the same time last year. And I'm ending later and later every day and today is my first early day where I'm finally home before 9pm. I think about all the work I have to do and how every day is packed with things to start on and things to accomplish and I just really want a break. Can we go back to orientation period because I really miss orientation and all the fun we had.
"There is another world, but it is inside this one." - Paul Eluard
Getting quite tired about interacting with people recently. Like, sometimes I feel that we're just on different pages and I don't even want to try to understand them or get onto the same page as them because it's just so tiring. And then there are those whom I get tired of, which is more than getting tired of interacting with them.
There are too many unhappy people in the world and I really want to know why.
On a side note, I am incredibly upset that PTP starts this week because I want to curse at something for taking away my weekends because they're so precious to me and no, I don't even want to sacrifice that few hours. I really don't. I just need a break from all this shit and I can't believe this will go on for a year. It's far too long and I don't want to burn out now. I want to do this at my own pace and I don't want people breathing down my neck and telling me I need to improve because who the fuck doesn't know that.
And Suhan is enlisting in 2 weeks time and we keep talking about how it's going to be alright but I don't think so.
