Hey, you won't be reading this but I thought it'd be better if it's here than on somewhere else because you don't read my blog unless I asked you to. So here it shall be. Today's the first day of A levels and something that has always seemed so far away yet so soon has finally arrived. And I won't say that it's going to be easy or that everything is going to be fine because this is something you've worked your ass of for, so any slight disappointment won't work for you. But what's most important is how you pick yourself up after that and dust the demoralization away and continue heading for the finishing line. You've come too far to let anything let you down. I recall asking for your time, to meet you a day before today and it didn't happen obviously, but my words will always be the same. I guess I wanted to be there for you while you battle this battle, and to show you all the support you need to get through this period of time. And even though I don't have the guts to say it to you, but I'll always be here to watch you through your progress even if you feel like you're alone in this. 

And after this, everything is going to be a relief because the battle is over and you'll be free again. It might be temporary but I hope you'll leave behind this month after it's over and just feel the breeze slapping in your face and have fun and do whatever you want. 

I believe in you.

And I miss you.

Hey, you won't be reading this but I thought it'd be better if it's here than on somewhere else because you don't read my blog unless I asked you to. So here it shall be. Today's the first day of A levels and something that has always seemed so far away yet so soon has finally arrived. And I won't say that it's going to be easy or that everything is going to be fine because this is something you've worked your ass of for, so any slight disappointment won't work for you. But what's most important is how you pick yourself up after that and dust the demoralization away and continue heading for the finishing line. You've come too far to let anything let you down. I recall asking for your time, to meet you a day before today and it didn't happen obviously, but my words will always be the same. I guess I wanted to be there for you while you battle this battle, and to show you all the support you need to get through this period of time. And even though I don't have the guts to say it to you, but I'll always be here to watch you through your progress even if you feel like you're alone in this. 

And after this, everything is going to be a relief because the battle is over and you'll be free again. It might be temporary but I hope you'll leave behind this month after it's over and just feel the breeze slapping in your face and have fun and do whatever you want. 

I believe in you.

And I miss you.