Currently my favourite song and oh god, they're so beautiful and perfect and their love is just so amazing and wonderful. They're my new idols.

I'm quite tired trying to motivate myself to feel okay every day. Sometimes I'd rather we fought and argued or something but it wasn't like that. It kind of just died out and that hurts the most because I can't even blame myself. I swear it'd be so much easier if every day I blame myself until I get over it but no, there's nothing left and I have to accept it. I can't. It's so tiring.

I remember walking hand in hand in the supermarket and trying to find out which fabric softener he uses because his clothes always smell so great and addictive and we swore to use that exact same brand to wash our clothes when we finally got to live together.

Currently my favourite song and oh god, they're so beautiful and perfect and their love is just so amazing and wonderful. They're my new idols.

I'm quite tired trying to motivate myself to feel okay every day. Sometimes I'd rather we fought and argued or something but it wasn't like that. It kind of just died out and that hurts the most because I can't even blame myself. I swear it'd be so much easier if every day I blame myself until I get over it but no, there's nothing left and I have to accept it. I can't. It's so tiring.

I remember walking hand in hand in the supermarket and trying to find out which fabric softener he uses because his clothes always smell so great and addictive and we swore to use that exact same brand to wash our clothes when we finally got to live together.