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Tuesday, September 23, 201411:38 PM


"Your lips are like wine, and I want to get drunk."

Happy birthday to my dear friend Jamie! You used to visit my blog when we were thirteen or something but apparently I'm not cool enough for you to continue reading my blog or whatever. Anyway, it has been close to 5 years (please, longer than you and zenghan being together so please stop floating away when I'm still talking to you and you see him). This is insane but we've been friends for so long and everything changed but we're pretty much still the same. That is really weird. I remember crying because you said you were going to change schools and I was so upset because I thought I would be friendless (actually I most probably would be friendless but ha bitch no I'd make myself famous and fabulous), but then now you'd have to hold a gun to my head for me to say anything affectionate but okay I am very grateful to have a friend like you!!! It makes school so much better.


Had a bad breakfast with Suhan because I am a bad person but I had an egg mcmuffin that I didn't finish. I should have finished. Why did I throw that precious thing away tell me why. And he said he doesn't eat Macs breakfast other than hotcakes because the rest have eggs in them and he doesn't like eggs. I am appalled at such a remark how am I supposed to live with you in the future when YOU DON'T LIKE EGGS! Are you being serious? Everyone loves eggs. Went to school to meet Mr Lim for consultation with Trina and I was just feeling so awful because #inferiorbeing, why did I have the audacity to even speak sigh. Spent the rest of the day in the school library and I'm very satisfied to know that it's one of the rare places I can study in! And it's really nice and quiet in the mornings, until noisy kids come in. I think it's quite unfair to generalize and say "all junior high kids" because there are nice and cute ones but some are just like trumpets and they should get out because the library is not your playground.


NLB is a library too but I can only spend a maximum of 3 hours there before I start feeling extremely sleepy. And also because it is so bright and the tables are white, it reflects all the light into my eyes until everything becomes shiny and I feel like I'm in Heaven with all the light and white? And I always do something embarrassing or encounter stupid annoying people. Like the time when a stupid man made the librarian go around to look for seats for him and made the librarian wake resting students up because he just couldn't stand it. And there was once where I accidentally switched off some fierce looking guy's charger because it was the same as mine and I had to whisper that I was sorry and try to walk off with as much sass as possible. The other place I can study in and I actually love is Coffee Bean at KLP! And Starbucks at Hougang. On a sidenote, I think it would be a great idea if someone creates an app that lets you check in on a place before heading there to see if there are any spaces available! Especially if you travel all the way there but you can't find a seat.


I am very thankful for daybreak because then I know that I have safely made it through another night, especially when I writhe in bed and grab fistful of my blankets to calm myself and my head down. I am not crazy; just upset and drowning in self-hatred. But when I feel the morning light seep into my brain through the slits of my eyes, not too strong 'til I squint but just slowly but surely, and I feel at ease because now I get another chance to make my day a better one.

Okay, that's all goodbye everyone STUDY HARD PROMOS IN 1+ DAY????