"Not forgetting."

Met up with the primary school clique this afternoon after my chickie poo sent me over to Cineleisure. And I guess it wasn't as awkward as I thought it would be (or how I always make stuff awkward) ((I'm such an awkward person)) and we had cheap lunch at Eighteen Chefs so yay for cheap lunch. Then we watched X-men which was great even though I've never watched any X-men shows at all. And after talking and catching up I think we all didn't change much and we're pretty much still the same as always. Today was far too short though. 

Wanted to be a bitch when I came back and then complain that I couldn't shop with them today because I had not enough money with me so I had to hobo and walk 5 rounds around H&M but then decided against it because I don't think I've reached bitch level 2 yet. And also because it isn't nice. But I was genuinely upset for a while and it wasn't so much about the clothes because I know I can always come back and get it some day with my mum but it was more because they were all shopping and y'know, being a kid and all we all need to follow what other people are doing. And also because they were talking about what they bought and the only thing I bought was a movie ticket and baked rice but that's what they all got too. 

Was just thinking back to a few years ago and there was this girl who writes really well and she was even complimented by a teacher. And she didn't pursue any writing opportunities though. But she's a very good dancer. Just pointing back to the fact that I probably STILL won't amount to anything. This is quite horrible to know that you have absolutely nothing that you're good at. Like, good but not the best and certainly not good enough. 

Okay, goodbye guys.

"Not forgetting."

Met up with the primary school clique this afternoon after my chickie poo sent me over to Cineleisure. And I guess it wasn't as awkward as I thought it would be (or how I always make stuff awkward) ((I'm such an awkward person)) and we had cheap lunch at Eighteen Chefs so yay for cheap lunch. Then we watched X-men which was great even though I've never watched any X-men shows at all. And after talking and catching up I think we all didn't change much and we're pretty much still the same as always. Today was far too short though. 

Wanted to be a bitch when I came back and then complain that I couldn't shop with them today because I had not enough money with me so I had to hobo and walk 5 rounds around H&M but then decided against it because I don't think I've reached bitch level 2 yet. And also because it isn't nice. But I was genuinely upset for a while and it wasn't so much about the clothes because I know I can always come back and get it some day with my mum but it was more because they were all shopping and y'know, being a kid and all we all need to follow what other people are doing. And also because they were talking about what they bought and the only thing I bought was a movie ticket and baked rice but that's what they all got too. 

Was just thinking back to a few years ago and there was this girl who writes really well and she was even complimented by a teacher. And she didn't pursue any writing opportunities though. But she's a very good dancer. Just pointing back to the fact that I probably STILL won't amount to anything. This is quite horrible to know that you have absolutely nothing that you're good at. Like, good but not the best and certainly not good enough. 

Okay, goodbye guys.