Maybe we need to stop asking why because even though everything happens for a reason, it's not for us to decipher what's it going to do in our lives. And I've decided to leave some things as they are and I'm not going to kill myself and exhaust everything just to find out some reasons.
And maybe it's the fear. Maybe I romanticized everything when the reason might be just so simple for me to understand when I've been engulfed in lies all along.