It's funny, how when someone says they love you, you can't really feel it, but when they say they don't love you anymore, you can feel every ounce of what was drained out of your entire being.
Tuesday, June 17, 20146:07 PM
"It's my recurring nightmare."
I am embarrassed to say that it was my sister who made the breakfast and lunch and my orange in the course of me being sick. What a lazy me. Ultimate ready-made wife and mother please.
Here's to blabbering nonsense again. I think being sick and all just gives me more time to ponder on stuff (not related to exams bleh). I was just wondering why people celebrate monthsary and to the extreme case they count down to the exact days and hours and minutes and stuff like that. Like, I get that you want to cherish each and every moment with your significant other and show your appreciation but when people overdo it, it just seems like "oh yay, we got through another month". And people overdo it so much so where month after month it just seems obligatory and then it loses its meaning? It's as if you couldn't believe you guys could survive another month and this calls for a celebration!!!! Okay, now I sound like a cynical bitch but okay, just my two cents worth on this.
I think I am really very nonsensical.
On a sidenote, I was just thinking about how he finishes his As this year and then next year before he gets shipped off to SERVE THE COUNTRY!!!!!, it's all his free time and there's so many things I want to do with him like go on our food trial and just explore everywhere and yet it'd be my turn to study for As. And when I'm finally done and free he'd still be all the way SERVING THE COUNTRY!!!!! while I'm supposed to play on my own ): Okay ):
ALRIGHT, nothing else (:
xoxo,
me
