"I erased all memories, but why do I feel so sad?"

Holidays are finally here. Here's to a more hectic work schedule minus lessons and all ):

Last training with the Standard Fours on Friday. To be honest, even though it's been a short five months or so with this batch of instructors, I'm still very very proud of them. Admittedly, I'm not the best SMC DY but this batch of instructors are really really impressive and I'm going to miss them, especially how I don't need to worry about much because I know they can settle things on their own. I am still leaning and I am thankful for such a great start for my journey as a DY (:

D'Carn is finally over and hahahaha it was great fun I guess. Can't really remember how D'Carn was last year other than being stuck in the hall with our exhibition booth and getting gl-ed by this really annoying parent................but nonetheless I guess it's been great (: My sister went over to Cedar and they all said that it was much more happening here in DHS and they all could see the effort placed into making sure Open House was a success (: Hahahaha and also finally glad that there's one thing checked off my never-ending list of things to do.

Sometimes we just need to accept the fact that no matter how long we continue searching for answers, they will never ever come to us. It's like how it goes "everything happens for a reason" but we don't always get to know what the reason is. And we may hurt ourselves as we search for answers and reasons but we don't always get to pick ourselves up. Most of the time we scrape our knees and cry ourselves silly before realising that we're not running along the same path as what we want to know.

Okay, back to chionging eom.

xoxo,

me

"I erased all memories, but why do I feel so sad?"

Holidays are finally here. Here's to a more hectic work schedule minus lessons and all ):

Last training with the Standard Fours on Friday. To be honest, even though it's been a short five months or so with this batch of instructors, I'm still very very proud of them. Admittedly, I'm not the best SMC DY but this batch of instructors are really really impressive and I'm going to miss them, especially how I don't need to worry about much because I know they can settle things on their own. I am still leaning and I am thankful for such a great start for my journey as a DY (:

D'Carn is finally over and hahahaha it was great fun I guess. Can't really remember how D'Carn was last year other than being stuck in the hall with our exhibition booth and getting gl-ed by this really annoying parent................but nonetheless I guess it's been great (: My sister went over to Cedar and they all said that it was much more happening here in DHS and they all could see the effort placed into making sure Open House was a success (: Hahahaha and also finally glad that there's one thing checked off my never-ending list of things to do.

Sometimes we just need to accept the fact that no matter how long we continue searching for answers, they will never ever come to us. It's like how it goes "everything happens for a reason" but we don't always get to know what the reason is. And we may hurt ourselves as we search for answers and reasons but we don't always get to pick ourselves up. Most of the time we scrape our knees and cry ourselves silly before realising that we're not running along the same path as what we want to know.

Okay, back to chionging eom.

xoxo,

me