"My longing for you tortures me more than my loneliness."

Finally got my Season 2 album and I'm dying with feels because it's another great album and great song and it's just so so so perfect. And also because I've been so busy since the year started to keep up with all these things about Infinite, yet I'm gifted with such wonderful songs (: Happy happy happy. And they just all look so freaking good. I don't know what to say.

Nothing much today, except that we celebrated birthdays for the second term birthday people and we had chocolate cake. And I ate more than I was supposed to because I cannot resist cake. It's just so irresistible. Netball training, which was the second one since I came back after breaking for 3 weeks and even though wasn't very fulfilling but it was alright! Got our netball shirt and it's so pretty because it has pink on it and I got the number I wanted hehe.

I wonder what hurts more. Letting you go because I know I can't give you what you want, or have you continue lying to me pretending that everything is alright, yet knowing inside that things aren't going right. The former gives me a sense of release and at least I am not cooping you up, yet the latter appeals because at least I can feel you by my side even if your heart isn't here.

Things will get better. Some things feel like the end of the world, but nothing ever signifies it yet.

How would I ever know if I'm finally good enough for you?

xoxo,

me

"My longing for you tortures me more than my loneliness."

Finally got my Season 2 album and I'm dying with feels because it's another great album and great song and it's just so so so perfect. And also because I've been so busy since the year started to keep up with all these things about Infinite, yet I'm gifted with such wonderful songs (: Happy happy happy. And they just all look so freaking good. I don't know what to say.

Nothing much today, except that we celebrated birthdays for the second term birthday people and we had chocolate cake. And I ate more than I was supposed to because I cannot resist cake. It's just so irresistible. Netball training, which was the second one since I came back after breaking for 3 weeks and even though wasn't very fulfilling but it was alright! Got our netball shirt and it's so pretty because it has pink on it and I got the number I wanted hehe.

I wonder what hurts more. Letting you go because I know I can't give you what you want, or have you continue lying to me pretending that everything is alright, yet knowing inside that things aren't going right. The former gives me a sense of release and at least I am not cooping you up, yet the latter appeals because at least I can feel you by my side even if your heart isn't here.

Things will get better. Some things feel like the end of the world, but nothing ever signifies it yet.

How would I ever know if I'm finally good enough for you?

xoxo,

me