"Never thought I'd live to see it break..."

I have no idea what I'm doing hahahahahaha, I'm supposed to be sleeping or something but since there's nothing much tomorrow I just thought I should slack while I still can. *silently burns 60 pages of history readings*

First day of school for Dunmanians (: Overslept by a bit this morning because I was just too tired to get out of bed and the weather was super good for sleeping in, even though it was freezing cold. Come to think of it, I probably won't get to sleep in much until some rare holiday decides to save our lives so that's one of the saddest thing ever. Today was kind of boring and stuff because it was all about listening to teachers talking and /coughs/ some teachers aren't the most interesting people. But nevertheless, today was a brainless day in the sense that I didn't have to activate any brain cells which is a good thing definitely. Probably because I'd be using them excessively in this new year. My classmates are alright too I guess, even though I probably won't get to see them often except when we have common classes so hmm. Had lunch with 3/5 NA before heading home (: That's probably the best part of the day.

I have a lot of angst-y feelings now because I just feel that some people are crazily irresponsible and being too full of themselves and I'm trying my best to suppress these feelings because they're extremely unhealthy.

These few days I've just been worried about my grandmother who was admitted to the hospital and she's fine now after her little operation but she's not discharged yet. Some days I just wonder why life is so vulnerable, it's like you might just lose someone close so easily any time, anywhere. 

I feel like everything's mocking me through things I've said until it's impossible to truly believe my thoughts and actions.

Just promise me you'll never leave.

Alright, goodbye. Need to do some lesson planning ):

xoxo,

me

"Never thought I'd live to see it break..."

I have no idea what I'm doing hahahahahaha, I'm supposed to be sleeping or something but since there's nothing much tomorrow I just thought I should slack while I still can. *silently burns 60 pages of history readings*

First day of school for Dunmanians (: Overslept by a bit this morning because I was just too tired to get out of bed and the weather was super good for sleeping in, even though it was freezing cold. Come to think of it, I probably won't get to sleep in much until some rare holiday decides to save our lives so that's one of the saddest thing ever. Today was kind of boring and stuff because it was all about listening to teachers talking and /coughs/ some teachers aren't the most interesting people. But nevertheless, today was a brainless day in the sense that I didn't have to activate any brain cells which is a good thing definitely. Probably because I'd be using them excessively in this new year. My classmates are alright too I guess, even though I probably won't get to see them often except when we have common classes so hmm. Had lunch with 3/5 NA before heading home (: That's probably the best part of the day.

I have a lot of angst-y feelings now because I just feel that some people are crazily irresponsible and being too full of themselves and I'm trying my best to suppress these feelings because they're extremely unhealthy.

These few days I've just been worried about my grandmother who was admitted to the hospital and she's fine now after her little operation but she's not discharged yet. Some days I just wonder why life is so vulnerable, it's like you might just lose someone close so easily any time, anywhere. 

I feel like everything's mocking me through things I've said until it's impossible to truly believe my thoughts and actions.

Just promise me you'll never leave.

Alright, goodbye. Need to do some lesson planning ):

xoxo,

me