People like them should never stop singing ballads. Just like how Davichi should never ever ever ever stop singing ballads and just never stop singing in general. This is so perfect. And look up the lyrics (: 

I'm really in need of a study partner because when I study alone or when I do past year papers, I have no one to ask when I get stuck. Which happens all the time. But up 'til now I haven't found a suitable study partner because I can't study with just anyone. Which happens all the time too. Maybe I'm just really supposed to study alone.

I think I probably grew up being weight conscious and I'm not sure if it's a good or bad thing. I mean, it helps me keep away from snacks but mainly because my mum doesn't like it when I eat them and also because I just want to be away from unhealthy stuff. But that doesn't mean I don't snack 8) Just snack less yeah. Growing up, it never used to be a problem until I reached primary school when people had issues with me eating too little (though I don't think so) and then they sent me for checkups and health club where they taught you how to eat and things like that. Really. I need to be taught how to eat? The thing is up 'til now I don't get why they did that because I was never hungry in school or at home. But the thing is that everyone just paints a picture that being overweight or underweight was a bad thing and that there's something wrong with you.

Okay but honestly, I think people need to get more comfortable with their weight and their appearance and stuff. Sure, I always have my "fat days" (no I'm not saying this to make anyone feel uncomfortable and angry with me) and my "ugly days" (maybe all the time) and my "I AM A PIECE OF SHIT days" and that's okay, because that happens to everyone. I wonder why the prettiest people feel insecure sometimes but I guess it just happens to everyone (: But really, I think it's okay to work towards a certain body type or something to be more healthy and be a better person, but it gets a little........when it hits an obsessive level. Do you feel me?

And also, it's really the environment I guess. We grow up in a place where there's really too much to compare and everyone wants to look like a certain kind until it gets a little messed up sometimes. That's why I'm trying very very very hard to stop voicing out negative opinions because it hurts people sometimes so here's to taping up my mouth and filtering things that I say :x And I wish everyone would be more sensitive I guess (: Even if it's just passing comments. Like, I think I get very uncomfortable when my mum tells me I look bad in a dress because I can't fill it enough (lololol how do I say this without sounding awkward) or when she tells me to stop eating during dinner because I'm going to grow fat ): I know she doesn't mean it like that but it hurts to hear it all the same.

Hmm I don't have a diet I guess. I just like to eat whatever I feel like eating but I think it's just my mum and my family's practice that we need to know our limits therefore there's always this subconscious voice telling me that something's enough for a day and I should maybe continue again tomorrow haha... But c'mon, it's food. Food is glorious. Food is magnificent. Food is everything and anything and it really shouldn't be downgraded to a level that it gets scorned upon and dumped and pushed around. (which reiterates my point to say no to food wastage!!!)

And really, there's no need to be stick thin (no pun intended for those who get it xD) or get abs (though I think it's pretty cool 8D) or get collarbones or get thigh gaps or get i-don't-know-what-else-people-are-obsessed-with because at the end of the day no one's gonna lift your skirt and check for the gaps at your thighs nor are they going to lift your shirt to check for abs nor are they going to peer at your collars to check out those "bowls" or something. 

With that being said I'm not saying all these to make anyone feel bad. Really. Because I get how everyone's just striving to be a better person physically and all (: And I guess it's a good goal because we all have to take good care of ourselves yepppp?

I have my reasons actually...but it's not for somewhere like here.

I have no idea why I typed all those but I'm just wishing for a better tomorrow where I don't have to wake up everyday and worry why I look a certain way. 

That rhyme wasn't intended by the way.

xoxo,

me

People like them should never stop singing ballads. Just like how Davichi should never ever ever ever stop singing ballads and just never stop singing in general. This is so perfect. And look up the lyrics (: 

I'm really in need of a study partner because when I study alone or when I do past year papers, I have no one to ask when I get stuck. Which happens all the time. But up 'til now I haven't found a suitable study partner because I can't study with just anyone. Which happens all the time too. Maybe I'm just really supposed to study alone.

I think I probably grew up being weight conscious and I'm not sure if it's a good or bad thing. I mean, it helps me keep away from snacks but mainly because my mum doesn't like it when I eat them and also because I just want to be away from unhealthy stuff. But that doesn't mean I don't snack 8) Just snack less yeah. Growing up, it never used to be a problem until I reached primary school when people had issues with me eating too little (though I don't think so) and then they sent me for checkups and health club where they taught you how to eat and things like that. Really. I need to be taught how to eat? The thing is up 'til now I don't get why they did that because I was never hungry in school or at home. But the thing is that everyone just paints a picture that being overweight or underweight was a bad thing and that there's something wrong with you.

Okay but honestly, I think people need to get more comfortable with their weight and their appearance and stuff. Sure, I always have my "fat days" (no I'm not saying this to make anyone feel uncomfortable and angry with me) and my "ugly days" (maybe all the time) and my "I AM A PIECE OF SHIT days" and that's okay, because that happens to everyone. I wonder why the prettiest people feel insecure sometimes but I guess it just happens to everyone (: But really, I think it's okay to work towards a certain body type or something to be more healthy and be a better person, but it gets a little........when it hits an obsessive level. Do you feel me?

And also, it's really the environment I guess. We grow up in a place where there's really too much to compare and everyone wants to look like a certain kind until it gets a little messed up sometimes. That's why I'm trying very very very hard to stop voicing out negative opinions because it hurts people sometimes so here's to taping up my mouth and filtering things that I say :x And I wish everyone would be more sensitive I guess (: Even if it's just passing comments. Like, I think I get very uncomfortable when my mum tells me I look bad in a dress because I can't fill it enough (lololol how do I say this without sounding awkward) or when she tells me to stop eating during dinner because I'm going to grow fat ): I know she doesn't mean it like that but it hurts to hear it all the same.

Hmm I don't have a diet I guess. I just like to eat whatever I feel like eating but I think it's just my mum and my family's practice that we need to know our limits therefore there's always this subconscious voice telling me that something's enough for a day and I should maybe continue again tomorrow haha... But c'mon, it's food. Food is glorious. Food is magnificent. Food is everything and anything and it really shouldn't be downgraded to a level that it gets scorned upon and dumped and pushed around. (which reiterates my point to say no to food wastage!!!)

And really, there's no need to be stick thin (no pun intended for those who get it xD) or get abs (though I think it's pretty cool 8D) or get collarbones or get thigh gaps or get i-don't-know-what-else-people-are-obsessed-with because at the end of the day no one's gonna lift your skirt and check for the gaps at your thighs nor are they going to lift your shirt to check for abs nor are they going to peer at your collars to check out those "bowls" or something. 

With that being said I'm not saying all these to make anyone feel bad. Really. Because I get how everyone's just striving to be a better person physically and all (: And I guess it's a good goal because we all have to take good care of ourselves yepppp?

I have my reasons actually...but it's not for somewhere like here.

I have no idea why I typed all those but I'm just wishing for a better tomorrow where I don't have to wake up everyday and worry why I look a certain way. 

That rhyme wasn't intended by the way.

xoxo,

me