"More than I can give..."

Days like this I really wonder what went wrong in that little brain of yours that you could have screwed things up so badly. Someone please tell me why.

你时冷时热，how am I supposed to exactly know how you're feeling? 

>> UG Day: I'm so glad we're done with it hahahaha (x As in, not that it wasn't enjoyable or anything but yeah, just one thing off the long long list :DD I think it went okay (?), feels really different from participating in the games and being facils and stuff 8) Last UG day of 4 years and I guess you don't really make friends with other UGs until year 4 hahaha, though it was more like a small talk kind of thing haha. Oh well. Most of the time was spent sitting in the prison cell with Geena and waiting for kids to get caught. And omg, the game was so violent!!! ): Even I had to use red to colour-code the word because there's like BLOODSHED (okay, just being over dramatic) The cadets came in and just plopped themselves on the benches and complained that it was too violent D; Aw man. Aish. Chillax people, it's just a freaking game hahaha.

>> AFA: easy peasy AHAHAHAHA jkjk. Okay. Passed it and that's all I really care. The rest of the day was just random stuff. And then I finally bought a new bag hahaha. From where I'm sitting the bag looks so freaking ugly haha and I really wonder what went through my mind when I bought it but oh well, I shall believe that I will come to love it as the days go by because....爱是可以培养的 (x (personally I don't believe in that but oh well)

Why do people do things that they know would hurt the other party? Why do people choose to run away from their mistakes? Why do people like to leave someone else hanging, and waiting? Why do people like to avoid contact? Does this all boil down to people just simply being cowards?

I'm sorry that we weren't good enough.

xoxo,

me :D

"More than I can give..."

Days like this I really wonder what went wrong in that little brain of yours that you could have screwed things up so badly. Someone please tell me why.

你时冷时热，how am I supposed to exactly know how you're feeling? 

>> UG Day: I'm so glad we're done with it hahahaha (x As in, not that it wasn't enjoyable or anything but yeah, just one thing off the long long list :DD I think it went okay (?), feels really different from participating in the games and being facils and stuff 8) Last UG day of 4 years and I guess you don't really make friends with other UGs until year 4 hahaha, though it was more like a small talk kind of thing haha. Oh well. Most of the time was spent sitting in the prison cell with Geena and waiting for kids to get caught. And omg, the game was so violent!!! ): Even I had to use red to colour-code the word because there's like BLOODSHED (okay, just being over dramatic) The cadets came in and just plopped themselves on the benches and complained that it was too violent D; Aw man. Aish. Chillax people, it's just a freaking game hahaha.

>> AFA: easy peasy AHAHAHAHA jkjk. Okay. Passed it and that's all I really care. The rest of the day was just random stuff. And then I finally bought a new bag hahaha. From where I'm sitting the bag looks so freaking ugly haha and I really wonder what went through my mind when I bought it but oh well, I shall believe that I will come to love it as the days go by because....爱是可以培养的 (x (personally I don't believe in that but oh well)

Why do people do things that they know would hurt the other party? Why do people choose to run away from their mistakes? Why do people like to leave someone else hanging, and waiting? Why do people like to avoid contact? Does this all boil down to people just simply being cowards?

I'm sorry that we weren't good enough.

xoxo,

me :D