#79 : I didn't publish my post 77 D:
Thursday, August 2, 201212:45 AM
The screwed up thing about blogging through the web on phone is that I can only use html form and that sucks because I can't type my post the way I want it to look like ): How saddening :/ Anyway, since common tests are coming, I have to resort to this pathetic way of documenting my life down HAHA. Seriously, ying getting pathetic as the days go by~ Oh well ;) Today was my grade 7 piano exam! Screwed up like shit and missed a few sections for scales because I was lagging too much that there was no time to test all the components for scales >< Die already .____. I told my piano teacher what happened etc during piano lesson and she said I will fail, because if I actually can pass, the examiner is not a professional one. So, yup, I guess I'll have to retake grade 7 in January again 8( Omg, I hope I don't get slaughtered when the results get back ): What a waste of time and money :/ I'm so angry with myself now ._. SIAN. Oh well. But it's a wake up call for me I guess, since I never treated this seriously since day 1 == oh well, okay, this is delaying me from completing my grade 8 and escaping from the piano world :b Tomorrow, back to school 8) Hahahas, at least it's a late day. Many things have been happening in school lately and sad to say, they're not necessarily good things D; Yup, hope all these will blow over soon .____. Not helping me in any way ah... In this short one week or so, I've learnt that some people will never be trustworthy enough and never will deserve one's forgiveness. There are just people like that who walk upon this earth whether we like it or not. The reason why they're being like this will forever be unknown and I guess I don't want to know either -.- Nevertheless, it's just...terrible. And the fact that I cannot do anything or much about it is making it depressing TT^TT Seriously. Such stuff can just make you so pissed off at almost everything. xoxo, ME :D and p.s. Math is making me frigging pekcek man ):
