I have 2 literature texts that I've yet to complete and while I'm super excited to finish The Woman Warrior (female empowerment go go go), I am really dreading ROTD because it's in Old English. It's super beautiful and inspiring but the only thing stopping me is the Old English. I am incredibly sad. And March CTs are coming up and I feel like I shouldn't be short-sighted and only study for MCTs and study for As actually. But then again, there's just so much to catch up on and things to settle that you can't help but just take things one step at a time and 看着办...do you know what I mean? Sigh.

Am not very sure how it'd be like if there'd be a day where I could feel absolutely good about myself. You know, it's like people always feel bad about themselves and they get insecure, so everyone tells them they shouldn't be like that and that they're beautiful in their own way. But at the same time when you actually think you're really beautiful and then you start behaving like you do, then people insult you as egoistic? I am very confused.

But I really wonder what it'd be like if you're incredibly beautiful in this very soft and subtle way and that you don't exactly know how people stop to look at you but you aren't that insecure to shy away from people. And it's just like a warm glow that's really nice to look at. And with a nice personality to match. But it's not extremely loud that you make heads turn but enough to just make the gazes of others linger a little longer.

That was incredibly random, especially when I have so many other things to worry about.

I have 2 literature texts that I've yet to complete and while I'm super excited to finish The Woman Warrior (female empowerment go go go), I am really dreading ROTD because it's in Old English. It's super beautiful and inspiring but the only thing stopping me is the Old English. I am incredibly sad. And March CTs are coming up and I feel like I shouldn't be short-sighted and only study for MCTs and study for As actually. But then again, there's just so much to catch up on and things to settle that you can't help but just take things one step at a time and 看着办...do you know what I mean? Sigh.

Am not very sure how it'd be like if there'd be a day where I could feel absolutely good about myself. You know, it's like people always feel bad about themselves and they get insecure, so everyone tells them they shouldn't be like that and that they're beautiful in their own way. But at the same time when you actually think you're really beautiful and then you start behaving like you do, then people insult you as egoistic? I am very confused.

But I really wonder what it'd be like if you're incredibly beautiful in this very soft and subtle way and that you don't exactly know how people stop to look at you but you aren't that insecure to shy away from people. And it's just like a warm glow that's really nice to look at. And with a nice personality to match. But it's not extremely loud that you make heads turn but enough to just make the gazes of others linger a little longer.

That was incredibly random, especially when I have so many other things to worry about.