#49 : That's just me.
Saturday, March 31, 20121:17 AM
"Don't know..."
Alrights, have been neglecting this long enough for my comfort -.- Lol. It has been...a week? Lol. And yup due to my short-term memory, I shall just post whatever I can remember. Obsessiveness over Peeta Mellark trolololol.
>> Hera + Seriphos Comptrain: Hmm...guess I felt really out of place over there and I actually didn't have the mood to help upon arrival there .__. Guess it was all part of the out-of-place mood. So yupp, was a judge (?) for Hera's first case lol. And I think I made a very fail judge. LOL, forgive me hahahahas. But hmm, I think all houses are really zai. So I went to give extra info to the std2 I was taking, hopefully she'll remember it because I think it will really show the judge that she has a reason behind stuff she does (: Lol. It's only now that I realised this kind of competition is just a much more interesting way to get the Std3s and 2s to improve their standards in both FA and FD. Lol, just that now...maybe since I'm not in intra-comp team, I see no competition between the teams. Seems a bit pointless if I only help Dactyl and spam them with notes and stuff O_O #justsaying Then when the rest were doing stuff, just talked to Pengfei and stuff. Gay-ed around after the entire thing rofl. And then home-d with the rest! :DD Hahas. Yay.
>> Class today: SIAN TO THE MAX. I honestly had no freaking idea what I was doing O.O The moment I stepped into class I was already feeling like asdfghjkl tired already. Plus, we had like...PE in the morning and we had to run 4 rounds, do sit-ups and shuttle run. And I realised that my sit-ups honestly suck like craaazy. I can't even get an E grade for napfa with my sit-up score ><" How pathetic can I get )): Hrmph. And plus inclined pull-ups DD: I can't even get pass five? In primary school I could do nearly 20 (which counts a lot to me) but now I barely make it to one quarter of it >( Sigh. And then was so tired in class, I was practically drifting from consciousness to sleep and it was really difficult to keep my head up == Ugh. Then we had a math quiz on Linear Law and guess the look of horror on my face when I looked at the questions! I didn't know how to do any of them so I random-ly wrote stuff on the paper so yes, I think I'll have to brace myself for a zero very soon.
>> Routine Training: Hahas... In the beginning there was footdrill and a bit of MOI. Lol. Was gl-ing Soong like mad and it was really x100 funny xD HAHAHAHAHAHA. Then there was pt and ohemgee, I think the most taxing on energy was pt D: Lol. Blahblahblahblah the rest was kind of random which I shall not say anything here L.L Then went home with Jiajun lol (: Mum cooked and had dinner with family ._. Now Dad just has to ruin my mood by not allowing me to go for Zone 7's zone comp tomorrow -.- Can can, all you know is to say that I waste time. Actually I wonder why I'm so afraid of you. Why am I forever afraid to tell you what I feel. When you told me that going is a waste of time and you asked me why I just had to go, I didn't even bother to explain myself because I know I won't have any argument against you. So why should I care. Even if I wrote a 10000000000000000000 word essay about why I have to go and even if I score an A+ for accuracy and persuasiveness you will still find holes in them and have your say. I don't understand it at all. Makes me look like I have no life.
It hurt me like crap, just that I chose not to say. Just so you know if you read this.
Okay, some part of me is like in this chaotic situation where I feel like I'm mixed up in this stupid world of mine but I can't exactly figure out what's going on.
xoxo,
Me.
