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OBLIVIATE;
Muse
Specs
Way Out
Credits
Dashboard
I push myself into broken music, in the bleakness of a tragedy.

Flowers wither and scatter, the moon tilts and disappears, But my heart won’t ever change, I love you, I love you.


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#22 : I can't do it.
Saturday, February 11, 201211:58 PM

One happy thing: I got to have an uninterrupted one hour worth of sleep today(: I feel weird. I have this permanent pressure at a certain spot in my head and it just makes it difficult to hold my head up. And I keep thinking that I smell weird things like strong black coffee and rubber tires and I really just feel nauseous thinking about it. I really feel like vomiting almost most of the time. And I feel floaty. Yesterday, today. I wonder what about tomorrow o.o Floaty til I can't even move properly. Mostly I'm just really tired even though I've been sleeping more than usual. And I am the kind who needs loads of sleep. So...sleeping more than usual >< Why? This makes me feel an impending sense of doom o.o ugh. SUCKS. Howww. This feels weird.