#05 : I believed.
Monday, January 16, 201211:31 PM
"Hide the pain in my tears..."
^ Picture: Basically that's how my face looks like now (but of course not as cute as Myungsoo! :DD) because I'm really like a zombie now and also because of the fact that my energy is drained and I have no idea what's happening around me now ._.
Using Tumblr and Twitter and Blogger on phone sucks -.- Firstly 'cause the connection sucks no matter where you are (especially in toilets OMG ==) and on Tumblr, you can't reblog some stuff and you can't access the search engine if you use the application. And on Twitter, you can't quote people either and also, that happens when you use the application O_O And on Blogger, you can't even compose a post except using HTML form which screws up everything x.x Diaozxc. Haish. Sad life. Maybe I should disable the app on my phone and access from browser lol xD
Started today a little earlier than usual and met Staff Rongying, Staff Jamie and Staff Shi Ting at the netball court along with Peiqi, Laoying, Geena and Charlotte(: 3/5 of the AC team was there i.e. Pengfei, Soong and Woohian (not Kimbum here anymore xD). Did drills and it was like...shit >< Haish. Ohemgee, I think I will never ever command anymore == Tian ah. HAHA. Damn screwed can!! DD: Lol. Oh well. Then was lessons and everything which was pretty much boring. Managed to make 'cher postpone chinese tingxie to tomorrow but heh, haven't actually started revising or anything L.L ugh D: Then after school, went NC and AC to do footdrill and Keane, Yihui and Alisha joined in lol (x HAHA. Super cool can! At first only NC team wanted to train. Then I went to ask Woohian, and asked him to ask the rest. Then actually only thought Soong, Pengfei and him coming, but we caught Zhiyik on the way home and made him stay (x VICTORY! Lol, then Phileon appeared!! O_O Hahas, so in the end we had the whole AC team too! <3 Lol. Did drills in our stupid ties and we looked like retards and almost died from heatstroke )): Keane took a video of AC's drills! :3 Very nice!(: YAY! Omg. HAHA. Woohian's commanding was like (Y) and Pengfei's timing was like (Y) and the bangs and everything was like (Y)(Y)(Y). Wheeee~ Super happy! :DDD NC drills were....ahem....okay (?) passable (??) not that bad (???). Lol. Bus-ed back with the rest and talked hahas. Lol. And then super epic, when Woohian got off the bus, he saw his sister xDD LOL, wts? Then went home quite late, but at least earlier than Mum and Dad .____. Rofl.
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, tired like shit. Going to sleep soon!! DD:
I think about you lesser and lesser every day.
And what will you sacrifice for me? Nothing? Yeah, I kind of expected that. Every time when I do something for you, I never ever wonder if it's worth it. And time after time, you always prove me wrong; that I should have pondered if you'll ever thank me, if you even care. And now, I really don't know what to do. You only know how to care for yourself, you don't know how much others feel for you. Selfish, ignorant. Why?
xoxo,
MEEEEE ^^
